Hi assalamualaikum :D

Day 2 of return to blog~  What to write ah? hehehe  Last nyte was Ra'id's (my nephew) birthday party.  Somehow, Zahra arrived at venue and started to feel unwell.  She vomitted.  Again.  Dunno why but kesian anak babah.  But this morning, she feels okay and happy.  Hopefully, its just last night.  Wife told me there's tummy flu going around.  Mudah-mudahan diberi kesihatan to all my family members.

At work right now, waiting for my class at 4pm.  Going to do practical activities later.  Finished my powerpoint presentation on it, hopefully the lesson will go well.  Not much time left though.  4 more chapters to go before the end of the year.  Hopefully can make it.  So many things are going on in the education industry that time is fleeting away so fast.  Kesian the students that have to endure all this.  Especially the multiple exams that they have to put up with.  May Allah grant them easeness in their studies.

Anyways.... thinking about a lot of things lately.  Trying to solve problems one at a time.  Really want to travel alone but now is not the time yet.  Maybe some time alone can help me figure out some things.  Hopefully can do it soon.  Outside seems okey.  But in my head... its a mess.

ps: Must remember, Allah is with me~

Hi Assalamualaikum,

Oh my god! How long has it been since I last updated my blog?!?  What have been going on? A LOT!! hehehe

So lets summarized since I last leave blog...

Got a second daughter on 8th November 2013 (she is now 4 years old, coming 5 soon!).  All my financial problems (from previous blogs) are now settled and gone.  No house yet (this one is really difficult).  Yes, I'm still a teacher and still teaching science for lower secondary AND still works in the same school (not much complain) about that.  My DSLR hardly use nowadays, the flashlight broke (sent for repair already).  Used to use samsung galaxy phones now revert to iphone.  Been using the same macbook since 2011 till now (best laptop so far).

But the biggest change in my life happen in 2018..... its a very big change so I just leave it at that (some things better left unsaid).  It brought me to tears, it brought me to depression and it brought me to a lot of stuff to seriously think about.  I'm not totally back on my feet yet (who could anyway) but I'm still trying.  I cannot just change just like that, I need time and confidence.  My life has been all about that and it needs to change for the better.

All I can say now is that.... Allah is with me, Allah is there for my ups and downs... and Allah never forgets me.... Syukur, Alhamdulillah.... till next time (belum banyak idea nak tulis apa)!

ps: yeay, I wanna write more~~~!

my 32nd birthday~

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Happy birthday to me~

Happy birthday to me~

Happy birthday, happy birthday~

Happy birthday to me~

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya sudah masuk usia zal 32 tahun, banyak perkara telah terjadi sepanjang hidup ini, ada manis, ada pahit dan ada tak rasa apa-apa pun. The best gift for me so far is my daughter "damia surhana". She is the greatest gift to me ever~ Thank you for coming into my life and make it more meaningful.

Ryte, birthday itenary so far :P I went out to lunch at Singapore Table this afternoon with my wife and my daughter. Apparently, the Sri Lankan Crab was too expensive [say $70 per kg], so I decided to have 'salted-egg prawn' instead, which was surprisingly delicious also :) hehehe

After that, we went to my mom's house to help my little sister with her science project work [of all the days and I have to help her during my birthday, plus.. no bday gift from them :P] and my afternoon just finishes like that, time DO flies fast ryte hehehehe......

Anyway, we went home after that and that's it for my bday outing, simple and short :) Next year, would be a blast, the twin 33! ahahaha

ps: do I look old? ahahahaha

My baby girl~

Hehe... wah, it has been more than a month now that I have a daughter. She is so wonderful. Can't believe that she is never in my life before and here she is :) She started to talk now. Not the understandable audio okey, just go go and ga ga! hehehe She's growing and getting heavier as days go by. My little angel, look at her and her trustee hufflelump :P hehehe....

ps: daddy misses you so much!...

Back to writing.....

Aaaaah, it's been a while since I wrote about what's going on with my life. I need to get back to writing coz sometimes I feel good sharing about myself and let people to know me better. Well, it's April and it's the month where I'm born, so I thought I will start fresh and here it goes.....

So many things are happening in my life right now, got married in 2010, got a daughter in 2011... next is getting a house (which seems impossible right now) and getting my financial problem settled. Read a lot on financial solution but somehow ideal is the solution, it's just not applicable to my hometown. Hmmm.... but I read one thing that says "find what you are good at and go from there"... but what am I good at? Teaching.... sigh, kinda bored with that, I want to do something else. Hopefully I will come up with something yah :p

ps: that's it for today, continue another day :)

BCAT-ing~

"Brunei Common Assessment Task" or short as "BCAT" is a new method of standardised assessment that goes for 30% into the SBA. Basically, BCATs are a series of tasks done by the students with the help of Rubrics, Self Assessments and Peer Assessments that makes up 30% of their SBA at the end of Year 8 and ofcourse 70% from their SPE.

Each student will have their own "portfolios" for each CORE subjects (6 of them). Inside each portfolios contains their BCAT Tasks, Self- and Peer- Assessments and their best works. There will be 7 BCATS and there will be 7 BCATs reporting to do (it was agreed every BCAT will have parent-teacher meet!)

My biggest problems with this are:

1. Lots of paperworks (since we are going backwards from saving-paper to wasting-paper)

2. Time-constrains (really having problems with this)

3. Overwhelmed by other responsibilities.

ps: good luck to all Year 7 core subject teachers!

a NEW addition in my Life~

Alhamdulillah, on 12th February 2011 at 3.04am.... my daughter is finally born. 2.9kg and 52cm..... she is healthy, all 10 fingers and 10 toes :) I thank god for giving her to me~! She is an amazing baby.... I love her so much!! Thank you to all my families and friends for visiting and all the gifts.... **hugssssss

I named my daughter on the first day she was born... her name is....

"Damia Surhana"

ps: love her like crazy :)